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9月7日

LOL

                                             
 
 
                                                     I.     I.     I      JUST     CAN  NOT STOPPING THINKING OF YOU
 
                                                    Far  far away from you       wanna  see     wanna see you
 
                                                    but  the reality is i  can not      and i gonna be adapted to it 
 
                                                    be used to it 
 
                                                   no see    no miss
                                           
                                                  yep     i have a strong ability to adapt everything  
 
                                                  soon    just soon      i gonna be  fine            fine  
                                             
                                                   
                                                                                      
9月3日

    
     可不是么
     头皮发痒
     头发楚翘
     头脑发热
 
     我生活不清目标不明
     该不该什么都知道
     能不能什么都不知道
 
     人,可不可以什么都不要想
     不要把自己捆着往坑里跳
     不要跳了喊救命 
     这会惹来天怒然后死无葬身
    
     
     好了,我去洗个头
 
 
            
          
2月4日

年且20

                                                      
                                                                                 青春如戏,像鸟儿样飞过
                                                                                 
                                                                                 时光荏苒,像马儿样跑过
                                                                                 
                                                                                 十九岁的尾巴燃到尽头
                                                                                 
                                                                                 年且二十,竟这样晃过
                                                                                 
                                                                                 我的泪笑要怎样诉说
                                                                                 
                                                                                 其实光华,也不过尔尔
                                                                                 
                                                                                 我的惆怅我的悲
                                                                                 
                                                                                 我的欢喜我的乐 
                                                                                
                                                                                 它们一瞬间轮流演过
                                                                                   
                                                                                 是不是
                                                                                    
                                                                                 乐极生悲 ,悲极生乐
                                                                                 
                                                                                 是不是没有
             
                                                                                 一直的忧,一直的乐
 
                                                                                 生活裁决
 
                                                                                 一直都是众生平等,忧乐各半
 
                                                                                 就此打住
 
                                                                                 才领悟
 
                                                                                
                                                           
10月25日

南无阿弥佛陀

                    人生在世,往往靠着信念存活
                    而给予我们这种意念的人有很多
                    我们有许多人要感谢,应用心真诚地为他们祈祷 
                    一直觉得情感是奇妙的东西, 无论何种,并且各居其位
                    比如亲情吧,一直是站在背后的伟大情感,
                    总在人们最脆弱的时候被想起, 高兴地时候人们还记不起
                    那么爱情可以算是情感中最领风骚的了,
                    不仅占尽风光,还耗人精气,身心俱惫
                    可人们还是要死要活地往里面钻,不得自省
                    相比之下,友情算是处于中间位置了,
                    既没亲情那样默默无闻也不比爱情那般风光无限损且耗神经细胞
                    友情相对来说比较牢固,沉稳,虽不似爱情那样激情飞射,却能给人最大的慰藉与舒适  
                    不过,说到底,无论何种情感都赋予了生命非凡的意义和精彩   
                    这也是为何人们奔赴感情时能够那样义无反顾   ,直叫人生死不弃
                    南无阿弥佛陀,   感谢$#%*创造七情六欲啊!   AMEN 
10月19日

life is like this

                        When  i  heard  you   were  busy  
            I just  have  realized  that  what  a  leisure  time  i  am  in          
            I  wanna   study  in  the  school  as  busy  as  you  are  ,  but  i  can't     
            life  is  like  this  and  life  is  not  I want ,  but  i  still  being  in  it  
            I'm  really  confusing  about  my  futiure ,I  should  have  a  profound
            thinking,and  it's  indeed  needed,  though  I'm  a  person  that  don't 
            like  to  make  plans  for  future  , i'm  so  lazy ,absolutely .
            But  i  should  change  this  situation. I  shouldn't  lead  such a  meaningless
            life,  i  need  do  something,  just  something is  okay.  yea. that's  right 微笑          
10月15日

just wanna say something

                 一些想让别人在形式上尊重自己而又总人为别人对他有所怠慢的人
                 实际上也不会发自内心地尊重别人,而这种人其实是对自我的怀疑,
                  胸有成竹的人是不会在别人没怠慢他的情况下人认为别人怠慢他的.
                  这种人是有心理病态的,简而言之是求而不得的心理,他们想要别人
                  像对待皇帝一样对待他们而别人没有,不是因为怠慢而是他们不是
                  KING !                      一群自以为是而又没能力的蠢蛋!
7月28日

生日快乐

                                 DEAR.       祝你和唐博雅生日快乐!
                              
                                                   也愿所有在这天生的人幸福快乐。
 
                                                   HAPPY    BIRTHDAY!
7月19日

you have to believe it

                  The facts are there
                    
                  They are always there
 
                  They exist in an object way
             
                  but  we don't accept them
                
                  we don't admit them
                 
                  we just pretend not to know the facts
 
                  but we come to believe them just untill they happen to us or around us
 
                  we don'tadmit them before because we consider that  they are so far away from us
 
                  and they are something will never happen around us
 
                  but when they did happen to us
 
                  we can do nothing but believe them
 
                  for instance: your parents have divorced 
                                          your parents are disability
                                          your parents are died in a car crash
                                          you can't go to school
                                          you have no house to live in
                                          you have no money
                                          you......................
                  
                  If all these happen to you , won't you accept them?
                  BUT YOU HAVE TO! 
7月16日

物质所左右的精神

      
             人们总是高谈阔论,而事实上他们是没有资本这样的。
             
             人们思维的起始高度点是不同的,这是由他所生存的环境而界定的。
             
             比如同样是去买一件家具,富人首先考虑的是样式如何,而穷人首先考虑的却是价钱怎样。
             
             而事实上富人的思维是跳过了对价钱的顾虑,直接到达一个较高的精神层次,对物品的审美层次。
             
             他们是挑选家具,根据个人喜好来决定所买的家具。
             
             可是穷人却没有这个资本不顾价钱的考虑,它们不是挑选家具,而是买家具,根据价钱来决定所要买的家具。
             
             他们受钱所迫。
            
             同样是买一件家具,我们却看到两种人对物品选择的截然不同的出发点,而这正是由于生存的环境不同而导致的思维的起始
 
             点不同。我们看见富人家里总是又大又漂亮,家具都很精致典雅,而穷人家里又破又烂,几件家具能够遮风挡雨便足矣。我
 
             们难道说穷人就没审美能力吗?为什么把屋子搞的这样丑陋?
           
             其实不是穷人没审美观,只是他们的物质承受能力满足不了他们的精神需求,若是满足精神需求,那么他们一天3顿饭都没
 
             了,饿都要饿死,还什么谈什么审美,精神?
          
             生活使他们身不由己,钱财奴役着他们。
          
             我为他们祈祷,愿上帝保佑。 哈利路亚........
7月15日

这条路

一切都结束了么?
 
不!这是另一场开始。
 
我们刚逃离一个虎口,然后进入另一个旋涡。
 
我看着自己的身体迅速膨胀,有一些东西似乎急欲奔涌出来,它们是惶恐,无助,戒备,渺茫,绝望。
 
面对这场无望的生活,我该怎样自己?
 
人生不只一条路,可是这一条是最捷径的路,如果错过了,我们便只能另寻他路,而其通向成功的过程便要艰辛,坎坷许多,因为它一
路上———荆棘丛生。
 
我正迈向这条路,向前行进着,这不是我的选择,但我必须承受。
 
那么我该磨砺自己了,不是吗?